LIFE AND DEATH


I just can’t help thinking about death. Not just about death but about getting old, sick and frail and then dying. Hubby says he is forgetting people’s names. Is this the beginning of the end? It has me terrified!!!!!  
What is life all about? We went to a funeral this afternoon. The family has to sit SHIVA but are not sitting together for whatever reason. Why can’t families get along? Why do people get so stubborn?
The weather is LOUSY! It’s snowing!!!! In April??????? I would love to stay home but we are going out for supper with friends and hubby does not want to cancel. I would so love to stay home.
My friend is doing renovations in her apartment. Her hubby wants to make changes. Where do I come from? I could careless what colour the wallpaper is etc. Now her friends who live in the same building are making the same changes. These friends are always crying about having NO money. So why would you spend money on putting mouldings on the wall. As far as I am concerned it is a waste of time, energy and of course money.
I better keep busy. When I have time to think I never have good thoughts. Oh why oh why do I always have to be so negative?
I’m eating chip and cookies now. WHY????? I guess it’s a form of comfort. I am also going to crawl into bed because we never made it so why not. It’s a perfect day to crawl back into bed and shut the world out. I realize now that’s why I usually have a nap in the afternoon. So I can SHUT THE WORLD OUT AND OFF!

 

 

 

 

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I’d like to do that, but I have insomnia so I think about things whether I want to or not :-). Owl and I forget names and words sometimes — we help each other. Tell your hubby you’ll help him if he helps you, ’cause I’m betting you will be doing this soon too.

You used to say how poor you are until you started being grateful. I would tell those people who cry “poor” to spend a day working in a soup kitchen. I HATE when people claim to be poor when they are doing better than fine! That is WRONG, ungrateful and selfish. Tell them to shuddup for me, would you please?

April 27, 2010

I want to come eat chocolate chip cookies with you. I wish people would get along, esp families. I think family is one of our greatest gifts. I wish my mother had felt the same way. Since Peach passed away my mind is not working as well, I have been forgetting things, but I think it is temporary and as time goes by I will get back to normal. Love,

April 27, 2010

I have so many problems now that death would be a welcome relief but I know I have to hang in there. My kids still need me.

April 27, 2010

no point worrying about death, no one can avoid it and generally it is painless. To die naturally must be akin to falling asleep when exhausted. Death is more difficult for the loved ones left behind than for the dying. Hang in there and enjoy every day of your life. hugs P

April 28, 2010

I think most of us have those fears about growing older. I’m not sure forgetting people’s names is very significant. I know young people who do that all the time:)

April 28, 2010

It is all a part of growing older..how we do it is what makes it better…I forget names of things and Hubby sometimes does the same and he will be driving and he forgets he wanted to get off the freeway…now I just ask him where we are going and how he plans to go and if I see he is forgetful I just give him a gentle reminder and he does the same for me….we all start to die the day we are born. it is how we chose to die with dignity or not that makes the difference….huggs

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