talking to myself

 

I am talking to myself and trying NOT to get/stay depressed. I wonder if I had a good crying/screaming fit if it would help?????

I know I have so much to be thankful for:

yummy food to eat for Passover
warm, comfortable home
this computer and all of you on OD
WII
phone to stay in touch
Loretta LaRoche who is so funny
Leo Busgalia who teaches about love
pension money
pain medication
sun which is scarce these days
dishwashers
Flintstones
French Fries
chocolate
sugar free food
vacations
cruises
I LOVE LUCY
naps
health
family
grandchildren
hearts and flowers
swimming pools

So this afternoon I have a million things to prepare for our seder. Tonight we are only the three of us. Tomorrow night we will be 18. It will be lively and I will be happy if not tired. But a good tired.
Hubby and I have been playing Wii bowling. 
Things to do:
put tablecloth on kitchen table
cut celery
make celery salad
cut horseradish
All these things I cut are for the seder – need about 25 of each.
make quinoa salad
brisket in oven
turkey in oven
matzo farfel kuggles
defrost chicken soup
defrost knaidles
salt water
potatoes
charoseth
defrost meatballs
chicken nuggets
hot dogs (MINI)

That’s about it. I guess it will keep me busy most of the day. 
My son’s birthday is on Friday. Friends invited us for supper and now his girlfriend wrote and asked if we wanted to celebrate his birthday on Friday. What do I do? tell our friends that we can’t come??? Ask my "DIL" if we can do it Thursday or Saturday? I hate situations like this as I never know which way to turn.
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I better get started.