FRUSTRATED

I woke up very late this morning. It was after ten. Of course I was up for a couple of hours last night. I worked on my eggs. I have another two in progress. I think I will have to buy a curio cabinet to put all my eggs in.
I stayed up late last night as my son was out and I wanted to be up when he came home. Often when "children" come home they start talking about their evening or day. I find if you miss that time you miss out. For example when you pick your children up from school they might be bubbling over but by the time they come home the say nothing.
Anyways I stayed up until after one and was disappointed as he said NOTHING. Then this morning hubby told me that my son had been sitting outside the house, in his car talking for two and a half hours. WHAT??? He is dating this new woman with a seven year old I think. He has another date tonight. I am disappointed he isn’t talking to me but I guess it’s because I am too emotional and have too many opinions. I try to stay neutral and NOT say anything but it is hard.I am debating what to do today. I could just stay home but tomorrow my grandson comes and lately we just stay home so two days in a row would probably be boring.
I have some messages to do so maybe I will go on the treadmill, take a shower, get dressed and go out.
I want to go to the bank and get a  money order for some beads I won on EBAY. I am also thinking of opening a savings account and having them automatically taking out 100 a month. Maybe I can save some money. It has never worked in the past but maybe now.
I have some pictures to pick up at the drugstore. I have a book to exchange. My friend bought it for me because they had supper here last night. We had supper and then played bridge. It was a very pleasant evening.
Hubby went to see if our new laptops are ready. I’m sure they aren’t because the store hasn’t called.
My cousin will be visiting from Israel for a week. Usually I would drive her around all week but I am just not interested so will only make plans for one afternoon probably. I use to be more excited to spend time with her as she is religious and I was fascinated by it. Now I am NOT interested big time. I also use to travel to Israel often so I would get to see her there. I just lost my interest in her, Israel and religion.
I am debating whether or not I should go on the treadmill. I was on yesterday for 30 minutes. I guess I might as well…………..tomorrow my grandson will be here.
We have no plans for Friday yet. I will probably go to a bead show. I want to see if I can get some beads to enhance my Japanese woman’s dress on my three d art picture. I also want to see if they will have beads for decorating my eggs.
off to the races……………….Lucy is on. A good time to be on the treadmill.

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November 15, 2006

Sons sure do communicate a lot less than daughters, overall! I have found out that if I happen to be in the right place at the right time, Joey has a lot to say….and otherwise, nuthin! I do find that the less often we express our opinions of what people do, the more often they’ll feel like telling us their personal stuff. hugs, Weesprite

November 15, 2006
November 15, 2006

it is so hard to want them to communicate with you and then when they don’t you wish they would, but there are times when I least expect it that my son opens up to me with some of his problems and I am blown away by what they are…..huggs

November 15, 2006

I still love Lucy, even though I’ve seen just about every episode ever done. Some things just never get old I guess.