I’M MRS. SCROOGE-ok

I’m not cheap but I’m a cranky old lady.

I don’t know why.

I am confused. We are going to my son tomorrow for Christmas dinner. We are Jewish. I guess I am VERY disappointed that he chooses to celebrate Christmas. Years ago I never would have gone. Now I just don’t care anymore. BUT I STILL FEEL FUNNY OR STRANGE.

I like to be alone.

People make me nervous.

All I want to shout is LEAVE ME ALONE. I spoke to my friend in Florida. She wants to know if we will eat at her place on Sunday, at ours or out. I hope she got the message that I want to eat alone at my home on Sunday. I’ve had enough of people. WHY??? I really don’t understand myself. I love to be alone. I don’t like to do anything everybody else likes to do.

I feel so sad that I am different. I feel that no one and I mean no one understands and accepts me as I am especially my hubby.

I will try to go to Florida and be positive but I went out today and the cold and ice didn’t bother me a bit. So what? People don’t understand that HOT bothers me. I am also afraid of the sun so will be staying in alot in Florida and using tons of suntan lotion when I go out.

So that’s it. Now for a gratitude entry………….it’s time no?