WHAT DO I DO???????-read

My husband does not want me to go to Israel! What do I do???????????????????????? He says I spend too much???????????What do I do????????????I want to go so badly. He says we have other expenses. What do I do??????????I don’t care. So we won’t change the carpets…………..I want to go to Israel! Fuck the carpets………….We went to Florida for two months. Maybe we shouldn’t go next year so I can afford to go to Israel. He doesn’t accept how important it is to me! Maybe I should get angry……….rant and rave. Why should he get his way and I don’t get mine?????????? I want to go to Israel. I said I would only go for three weeks. I guess I should save money but it is so hard for me. Maybe I should take a job and then I won’t be his servant around here.

WHAT SHOULD I DO????? I always avoid arguments. Maybe I need to grow up. I wish I knew more about our finances but he won’t tell me anything.

So I want to go to Israel and he doesn’t want me to go. It’s like having a father.

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!