I NEED TO BE HAPPY-READ

What does it mean to be happy? Why did the 85 year old and 70 year old woman at the party tonight have such a wonderful attitude??? Maybe that is they know the key to life……to choose to be happy. With so much shit going on I need to choose to be happy. I need to stop complaining. I need to appreciate all that I have and I have a lot. One day I will look back at this time and realize just how lucky I was . SOOOOOO I’d better start right now and thank G-D for all my blessings. I have so many so why oh why am I always so cranky? Why am I always in such a depressed state? Why can’t I appreciate what I have? I think my eyes were just opened………maybe it was reading the letter from my friend and hearing about her hubby in the hospital. So starting right NOW and I mean it I will CHOOSE to be content. After all what have I got to be discontented with. I have so much and starting right now I will appreciate the small things. I am up in the middle of the night and maybe this is why. If I don’t start appreciating and enjoying right now I will be sorry. It seems as I have had an epiphnany……….not sure if I am spelling this the right way but I am sure you all know what I mean.

So I’m going back to sleep and will wake a new woman with a totally different attitude.