Again, life is good…

Where to start??  I’ve been away toooo long again!!

Work has been B-A-D!!!  LeeLee’s on maternity leave until sometime next month and i don’t begrudge her spending time with that bea-U-tiful baby at ALL…but she’s left me all alone with *doom doom doom doom* Marilyn, the queen of many personalities.  One minute she’s pouring her heart out to me, her eyes watering and nose turning red (and this could even happen when i KNOW she’s lieing to me) and the next minute, her lips are tight, she’s closed to the world and distrustful and hateful of everything in it.  Or she might feel a whimisical moment when she picks at me and we can laugh– but unfortunately, those moments are few and far between.  But, fortunately, we have plenty of work to keep us busy with LeeLee gone.  Unfortunately, we’re in a verrrry small room together, just the two of us, nice and cozy.  LeeLee, come back!!!!  I need some entertainment in these lonnnng work days!!!!

There!  I’m glad i’ve got THAT out of my system!!

But…more important things…like J and i are working hard at getting this place ready to sell.  YAY!!!!!  It’s just wayyyyy too small for the two of us and all of our junk, no matter how much we get rid of!  I like having a place for everything (even if it’s not always in it’s place) and we’ve never, ever found that here.

So, the plan is to move back to the old house.  I guess that’ll mean we’ve come full circle, eh?  I’ll be able to say that in the past five years, i’ve gotten divorced, moved 7 or 8 times, lived in three different states, remarried the same man and will be moving back into the same house.    Ok, so i do everything the hard way…always have!!

But it’ll be great to have some space to breath…and the POOL!!!!!!  But, first, Jimmie needs to find a job and get moved out.  The boy’s so far in debt right now that we can’t save him.    And the saddest part is…that he’s not a "boy" any more…he’s a 37 year old "man" with full time custody of his seven year old.  *HEAVY SIGH*

But…i’ve saved the best news for last…and it’s a secret!!    I can’t even tell J!!!

Ant and i went to lunch last week and he ‘fessed up that him and Kim are working on getting back together– on his terms– and that means her quitting her 60 thousand dollar a year job and moving back HERE!!!!!   Which means…Little Bit and Chant would be around all the time!!!!  Which would make Pappa J and me very, very happy…and tired!!

J’s pretty much guessed from Ant and Kim spending every weekend together and how happy Kim is these days, that things are going well.  They have a trip planned to Las Vegas next month and J’s even made the comment about them getting remarried there– which Ant had already mentioned to me was a possibility…

Life is good.  The good Lord’s watching over us…always.  I see the evidence everywhere i look!!!

Now…back to packing things up to take over to the house and store.  We’ll never sell this place with all this junk laying around!!

Blessed be!!!!

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March 11, 2006

Hey, J can keep a secret! I know that for a fact! And now that I know where you live you are gonna go and move on me so that I can’t just drop in again huh? Dang, I was gonna surprise you again, but guess I won’t now. I hope things keep going right for ya! I trust you can handle whatever is handed your way, youve learned that in the last five years too.Love ya girlie. God bless y’all!

Good grief I almost got lost in all that. I had to reread it a second time to get it all. I’m glad things are working out for everyone. I hope they continue that way.

March 11, 2006

🙂

mia
March 12, 2006

you have truly come full circle. it’s just amazing. i’m thinking back to when we first met. even marilyn is the same. it took a lot of travel to get where you were meant to be but you finally made it. i’m very happy for you both. i guess i should try for sleep now. it’s still a struggle for me. sweet dreams blessed.

March 15, 2006

(((HUGS))) Glad to know things are well with you!!