Life is full of little ups and downs…

Soooooo much to do that i just wanna go back to bed and cover up my head!!

There’s so much STUFF in this little tiny space–i’m overwhelmed!  This space fit my "stuff" pretty darn good, but with j’s stuff, too…  I was up ’till around four this morning, trying to sort stuff and get RID of some things!

Ok…i’m taking a deep breath…AND letting it out.

J and i are trying working through some of the same ole problems we used to have (*whine* "pay attentin to me").  But… we’re talking, which is a very good thing.  I guess nothing good comes without going through a little pain.  And…i think we’re both trying to adjust to living with someone after four or five years alone.  It’s tough, believe me!!  Even tho we want to be together!!

We did a bit of Christmas shopping yesterday.  First, on-line for moon shoes for Chandler and Jordan and a princess canopy for Princess Bailey, so her mama can hang it over her bed.  It’s pink (every princess’s favorite color!) and she can pull it around her whole bed like a tent.  And last night, we bought her a couple of Dora dolls.  Oh, shopping for a little girl is SOOOOO much fun!!  Before, it was always boy stuff– which can be pretty cool, but…there’s nothing like shopping for a little "lellow" hair girl!!

Ok, i’m rambling.  I’m not even used to celebrating Christmas…but these little ones make me want to… 

J’s working this morning, so i’d better get busy…while i have some alone time!

Blessed be!!!!

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December 4, 2005

Sounds like you’re having fun – sounds good. Those kids are really lucky to have you, aren’t they? Have a good week, friend.

Keep talking…

mia
December 6, 2005

that’s the important thing, that you both want to be there and are willing to do what it takes to make it work. it has got to be strange to live with each other again, you’ve changed and grown so much since you lived apart. you sound tired, which i think is very normal. you’ve had a a couple of good but stressful years! lots of ups and downs. sending you a cup of good cappuccino.

mia
December 6, 2005

now go put your feet up! :^) *hug*

December 6, 2005

sounds like you are just going down the bumpy road to comfy with one another. Who said it’s ever easy? You two will be fine, you want and love one another and you want to be with each other. You can work past the other stuff. ((HUGS)) Glad to see you happy!!!

mia
December 12, 2005

come baaack little sheba. come baaack. :o)

mia
December 14, 2005

how is your dad? soph wrote that he’s in hospital. i’m sure you must be worried. please let us know when you have some time. i’ll be saying a prayer in the meantime.