And cont’d yet again….

Right now, he is into mommy. There is just nothing better in the whole wide world then him mommy. She’s the greatest. *L* It’s not good when she leaves. Then there’s trouble! But he gets over it, but he still doesn’t light up for anyone but Brie that way. It’s really cute, but I tell him -over and over-all Gramma’s done and shouldn’t he really give some of that admiration to me??? Oh, and the worst, he’s already pushing us away from kissing him. The child is just over one yr. old. Ok, he’s a boy, but still isn’t that just too young!! Nope. He just laughs and runs. He likes to run, thinks that’s cool. He’s a tease that one. It’s the Irish in him. And honest, if I could remember how the heck to put pics in here they’d BE here. Nothing is working and I get so steamed I just say forget it. Maybe today. Brie and Logan went shopping so I’ll have time to be lazy if I want. Not that they make me work, it’s just I like being downstairs with them and doing my household stuff and that. 

Chels is cuddled on the couch, watching tv. I’ve tried my best to baby her but it’s not allowed much anymore. She won’t let me cover her up, or she lets me then when I’m out of sight, off comes the blanket.  She hates Vicks. Sigh. I mean honestly how is she supposed to get better without blankets and Vicks? It’s not easy to baby an independant 14 yr. old young woman who’s taller then me, let me tell you that.  To be truthful I’m glad she’s independant-it’s just when she’s sick I’d like to be able to do something you know? 😉

I haven’t been writing, but I want to say that my girls are dealing well with dad, at least I can help them.  They still have times, with tears and talks, especially Chels, Brie’s withdrawn about things like that. But all and all, doing very well.  Brie also has her Aunt Lisa’s death to deal with, so she has a bit more on her plate. I wish she’d open up about it, but it’s only when she’s having a very hard time. At least there’s that however. Chels is having a hard time with Brie and Carl here, I don’t think Logan bothers her. 🙂  She gets so mad at Brie… Anyway, besides what I’ve written here-which is all about me-I’ve been actually very busy and concerned with those things.  Not in a “hiding” sense, genuine concern.  It’s only now, when I think the others are doing ok, and on the right roads, that I can pay real attention to me.  And that’s how it goes, especially for moms more then dad’s, right?  (No offense intended Dads, that’s just in my own life.)

 Well THREE pages. Whew. Got a lot of stuff off my chest didn’t I? Felt good. Feel even better if I can keep it up. Wish me luck.

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Welcome back. You just don’t know how good it did my heart to see you here. Good Lord M you ARE dealing with a lot. A whole lot. But you are doing so well. Can you imagine how you could have handled this 2 or 3 years ago? You are so much more than you give yourself credit for. Did I tell you how good it is to see you? Can I give you a huge hug? {{{{{{{{{{{{M}}}}}}}}}} love you…..

me again. I just came over here to say hello and I was thinking of you and saw that you had a new entry. When I look at my favorites list this entry does not show up. That’s odd. Maybe just a temporary glitch – OD seems slow tonight. xoxoxo…..

December 9, 2003

WELCOME BACK is right!!! Glad you were able to get that off your chest. RYN: No, I didn’t get that last question in your IM, I’m sorry – ask it again??

December 13, 2003

I’m soooooooooo glad you left me a note because (my turn now) – you’re not lighting up in my Favourites List! What is it with this thing – it’s driving me mad. I wrote to the DM & he assures me it’s sorted now so maybe you should drop him a line. Do you do your entries Private then make them Public when they’re ready to be read? If so it’s something to do with that I gather.

December 13, 2003

And I see you’re still getting no peace in your life!! What a houseful – I thought it was supposed to get quieter when the kids grew up!! Now you’re not getting away with no pics of that darling boy – we’ve waited a long time – get someone to show you what to do – my photo site is hpphoto.com if that’s any help – I haven’t had any problems with them recently. Take care,

December 17, 2003

OD is being very weird this morning – it just kicked me out. I hope this saves. If you’ve got your pictures on a server, using the (IMG SRC=) {with the < instead of the (, since it's not letting me do the actual symbols} and then the picture location should work. There’s some way to link photos using WYSIWYG too, but I ended up turning that off so am not sure how that works.

December 17, 2003

And I use picturetrail.com and really like it, if it’s the storage site that’s not cooperating. Whatever it is, we need photos!! My niece’s baby is actually a grandma’s baby – my sister-in-law keeps him a LOT while they work, and I think he thinks SHE’S his mommy. I don’t think my niece is really thrilled about that.

December 17, 2003
December 17, 2003

Wow, you should feel better now!!! Logan sounds so adorable!!!!