jumpinging in with both feet feet again

edit won’t be my strong suit.  i lost my eye glasses for up close reading and i’m doing this near sighted.
i went into the hospital again for too many hormones of one kind and not eneough of anotherl;  too much potassium and too little something else ad then it ended up up with a doc admomishing me NOT to eat the banana on my night stand, no mattrer what.they’d gotten it too strong.  i thought he was kidding at first, but he was not.

well.  to put it curtly, i am slidingaround the edge of the bowl.  i have to taLK to keith and let him know i don’t want to hang around very long in a dead body for people so say goodbye….  one or two days is all.
keith is going to be pissed as it is and might even think i’m given up.  but unless we can figure out a way to move with out screaming, i am not really interested.  this shit really hurts.

i am at home.  i got home on wednesday night.   my ankles go from tight and swollen to wrinkled.  wrinkled is hilarious.
ah, my friends.  i need all your hugs. 
i am a little scared.  i am a little relieved too.  very tired all the time.
hungry too.  why is that?