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crud. i want people to think i live in a "garden-homes-magazine" house. no fuss, no mess. instead, you will see all the cat hair and dust i collect. paper too.

i missed yesterday on posting one of these entries. i had a lot going on. last friday morning i got a call from my doctor’s office about my 3 o’clock appointment that i had to re-postpone from the week before. i was supposed to follow up in 1 month. they were wanting to make it 6 weeks now. i said no. i needed to know if i had good balances and needed labs to do that. i had refills of meds i was running out of now and would even most likely be out by the time they got here. right now, it’s "phys cal-year-trade-out with flex cards and checking accounts and lots of meds being bought at the same time.  sometimes the med people seem a little slow over pretty simple(to me) things.  one trudge at a time. 

to that end, i saw a researcher/teacher/alternative-healer/cute/baldheaded/doctor on friday.  he asked me if i would put in my part of this dosing and i said yes, if it does what he thinks it might.  if it don’t we will talk about it more and decide what to do. and it is working.
i can feel my toes on my left foot.  the toenails are not blue anymore.  ha.
i lost 11pounds since friday afternoon.  he asked me to email my doctor and let her know what was going on before i came back on friday, so he can work with my doctor.    i am still having pain, but it is even changing towards better and lessening.  the blue toe thing?  numb, but stinging and burning and throbbing…. piss off a nerve ending somehow and oh. my. god.  the shit never ends and goes in cycles.  i know what kind of pain i am going to have after i do it.  i keep trying to learn a different way to do that thing without causing pain to be a part of it.  i’m happy that blue toe is better.  it’s wasn’t even a pretty color.  my blood pressure is pretty high for me.  one thing after the other….. meh.  i insist we watch my damned medication better than this in the future. how am I supposed to know lasix and norvasc will fight like that if the dosage is off by a tiny bit? gfgi. i know.
enough of that crap then.

yesterday, friends came over and while i remade an anklet(this is the second piece of jewellery i have had to remake recently) my friend tj and b cleaned my bead soup for me….. i was going to have to do it this week to pull out greens to see if i can use them. now everything is sorted into colors. perfect. i have been able to mark off 2 big chores towards completion of this pink art project contest deal i am entered in. and i have a couple of great ideas. i will discuss it more as i figure them out.

i am still very caught up learning bead weaving. lots of stuff to learn for the first time and lots of stuff i want to do again.

i need to do some stuff in order to post my messy space.
alright.  i’m back for this.  sit your ass back down.  i spent almost an hour while iwas doing other stuff, getting this ready for here.

the desktop….

the desktop on the desktop……

my work table.  it’s clean.  that is one project on it instead of many……
there is a pad with 22 things numbered on the list that need doing.  most are projects i want to do and have bits started or gathered.  i have 2 projects that lead the board.
there is another shelf over that middle one.  it’s full like the middle one.  some day i will bring the danged thing crashing down on my head.  it’s not planned well.

this is most of the beads from kalumbach.  they send a huge amount of clear huge glass beads.  i am not going to use ver many of those.  i like color instead.  and smaller too. 
so we have these pink pressed flowers and green leaves.  and a nice fat rose quartz focal bead.
 (i found a picture of the stuff they sent in the box…..) the big clear bead is right there one the right side midway down.  snore.  i am adding in the good plain matching green round(and other shapes) green beads and the purple flower beads.  two reasons.  i have a lot of them.  it will look krunk with the right color of tiny bead in the center of the purple bead tying the pink and purple together… 

that little shovel is on of my most useable tools.  it is also the one that is the most lost.  i always find it right where i find it was put down the last time i used it.  i lose it on the way to putting it away.  for real.  yesterday, i was clearing it all off the dining room table and it got dumped into a metal tray and i could not find it till i emptied the tray and put things away.  right there it was.  how bout that.

this is the rest of what i have pulled aside for this project.  i probably won’t use all of it.  i am just testing the look of the dark and light beads for the anemone base right now.  we will see if it’s awful or nice.
and with that, i must go pee.