How Goes?

We arrvied back from Thailand on Tuesday. I wasn’t in the mood for coming home, not only because I didn’t want the holiday to end but because I didn’t want to face going home. Not that this place feels likes home, but I’m sure you understand what I am trying to put into words. Our holiday was amazing. I’s the first time that Matt and I (in our 10 years together) have been on a oveseas holiday. We have both left the country at different times, without eachother but this was the first time we had even been on a plane together. Speanding very minute together for a whole 3 weeks is amazing and I had forgotton what that was like. It’s something that we will both have to hold for the rest of the year. Sometimes I really hate his job, with a passion.

Other happenings? We are just waiting on the land title for the house and land to come thru. There is a big back log at the moment with everyone thinking that they had to get in before the Grant was taken away in June. So now we wait. I’m thinking we have about 3 weeks or so to go. Just hoping that Matt is in the country when all the paper work comes or it will have to be set to Taiwan for him to sign. He has a couple of days at home before he heads back to work next week. So really the holiday isn’t over yet. He has been enjoying his time off, but I think this will be his most welcomed part.

We are picking up our new bedroom suite tomorrow. This will be the second bed that we have had together. Will be sad knowing that tonight is my last night in the bed where we had any firsts. But its not moving far because I now have a spare bedroom 🙂 It’s a long winded drama that has mentality taken it’s toll on me. So I won’t be writing about it. Maybe in bits when I feel that anger and pain but for now, Matt and I are the black sleep of his family. Not much has changed…

I don’t plan on heading back to school anytime soon, well this week at least. Ill go back next week and enjoy my weekend and couple of free days.

I feel like a teenager, so unknown what to do or say with myself. Who could have known that so much freedom would bring so much self doubt?

PS. You know on Facebook you can change it over from english to Pirate english! Go to the bottom of your page and click where it says english! You will see it. Arrr, This be pleasin’ to me eye!