It’s a Pickle I Tell Ya!

I feel like Im in a pickle right now. At the start of the year I told myself that if I wasn’t pregnant by the end of the year that next year I would re-turn to full time work. To which im looking forward to doing now. I had a job interview on wendesday and really I didn’t think that I did that great, gee I was all over the place. When I sat back, it’s been over 6 years since I have been to real job interview. I got a call on friday afternoon and they would like me to come in on tuesday and have a chat with the big boss. Now I know that Im not the only person that they have called back. There was over 15 people that where interviewed, and now Im on the short list. I really didnt think that I would get a interview, let alone be on the short list. So my charm must have shined right on that day! Getting a call back made me feel really good about myself! A lot of things are filling my head with what to do with Callum and knowing that he will need to go into fulltime care, which really upsets me. I think that he will be fine, it’s just after three years together everyday I know that I am going to miss him so much. Im so lucky that I have been able to stay at hom with him for this long. And to think in almost 2 years time he will be school! SCHOOL! I really does only feel like he arrvied here earthside yesterday.

I’m so clucky that it isnt funny anymore! You should have seen me at safeway with the lady in front of me with a new babe!! oh and she was so cute too I have really forgotton just how small they are and to think that Callum was smaller! Ok ok no more clucky!!

What else has been happening? Not much really helped megan move her bed and some stuff back to her place now that she and J are back together. That was a interesting day. J had the shits because she is "taking over" so to speak and bought up her couch and new bed that she got when they where not together this year. Personally I still think that she could do better…but they say love is blind? right?? Went down and saw emma for lunch too which was nice. We are going to some shopping thing on thursday I dont really know to much about it, but that its $15 a ticket! LOL

Dont have much planned for tomorrow. Matt is back to working 4 days on and 4 days off again..blah i hate it. I like it when he has the weekend off and when he would finished at 3pm! Well i guess ill be missing those days for a while! He is meant to be away right now, however it looks like december now, ill believe it when we have the ticket! I think Matt is happer to be back onto shift again I know that he really enjoyed doing them. Poor Callum was a little upset this morning when he came into our room and he was looking daddy. Most nights I really miss that he doesn’t sleep with us anymore. Most mornings he jumps into bed and wiggles his way into the middle of us just like before he moved into his big bed. I miss having him so close sometimes. I miss having my snuggles of a night time too. Some nights we are luckly and he comes in just as we are getting into bed and snuggles down with us.

That is something that I really miss is co sleeping. Now see the clucky coming out in me?? LOL but i cant wait to be able to have a bed full of my family and all snuggled together. I guess its the little things that really mean the most to me. And co sleeping was really one of those little things that we do.

Well i think i may just head of too bed now!

Kellie