9/9/05

I left for a little while. Well I left my life. I guess sometimes when you think you can handle it you really can’t.

I lost a baby…again. I was almost 15 weeks. I didnt eat, sleep or do anything, it just became to hard.

But I’m healing. I think. I don’t really know to be sure. But I guess this is life and I just take it one step at a time. I want so much from life, yet when I feel like I can almost have it, it’s taken away from me.

So I went away to get better I guess. I’ve been back home for a while. It still hurts.