Raglan Sleeved Cardigan

I just love the way that Bailey smells, that new baby smell. Watching Nicole go thru birth has not put me off at all. I can’t wait :o) Nicole had no drugs, and it was all natural. It was beautiful and I can’t wait till its our turn. I didn’t know how I would feel. I cried when we went home, and I wondered why it wasn’t us in that Hospital, but I have over come that now. I think it was only normal to feel that.

I have felt helpless in the last couple of weeks. I guess thats why I haven’t been writing us much us I had been. On an observertion on my last two cycles, it seems that my cervix isn’t opening up us much as it should do. The cycle that we become pregnant, my cervix was open. In the last two cycles, it has only been partly open. I have an appt on the 12th of March with the Doctor. I have a list of all kind of things that I would like answers to, and this number one on my list. Maybe apart from the no O-ing without clomid, it maybe my cervix that is playing up. Maybe after so many years, I have found part of the reason why we arn’t having babies?? Im hoping that this will be part of the problem.

After 4 months, I have picked up my knitting again. After the loss, I didn’t want to know about my knitting. But I have picked up the pieces and have now almost finished my babies raglan sleeved cardigan with round neck, with matching hat and bootees.

Lvu Kell