Back in Time (Pt. 1) 1955

 

I am going to be exploring my past in a series of entries to come, starting with this one and proceeding more or less chronologically.  I am fascinated by the subject of memory, mind and the brain, and the mysterious, some might say subjective, as well as biological processes, that create our memories.    How do they last?  How and why do they change or become ever so slightly altered over the course of our lives? 

Whenever I try to recall my earliest memory, I always, throughout the many times over the years I have done this, settle on a very specific object and event.  I have no idea why this is the earliest thing I remember — it just always has been. 

I can’t be precise about the year or my age, but I believe it was at a birthday party, for myself, I presume, and I was 4 years old.  That would have been in the Spring of 1955.  A group of parents and children are outside, enjoying cake and ice cream.  I am holding some kind of special bar of soap in the shape of a lamb.  I am quite certain about that detail, in particular.  The scent, the shape, the texture — all those things must have made an indelible impression on my very young mind, for those memory traces have endured and cells and neurons have preserved that memory for 55, almost 56 years.  I will soon be 60.  

 

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March 23, 2011

memories can be selective but as we get older they becomeso much more important….I am glad you have been reflecting so much.Happy Birthday for whenever it comes up….. hugs P

March 24, 2011

I have snatches in memory bank that have lasted over 90 years. Willy

March 24, 2011

Our earliest memories tend to be sensory memories, I’ve heard…like the lamb soap. Mine was a huge bank of red, red roses that covered my grandparents’ cellar door. Oh, that red…and that smell! I look forward to more of your memories.

March 24, 2011

This is what some call our personal myth, the memories that are so selective in nature that we can recall as part of our story. I look forward to more here.

March 24, 2011

Congratulations on soon being 60! It is incredible how a certain smell or tune or place will just transport us back in time. I find a lot of the time those old memories are more vivid than what I did yesterday (whioh I often can’t recall.) My own first memory is of my second birthday. I know this because I descibed it to my mother once and she recognised it.

Interesting how certain memories stick with us over the years, while others fade.