tiredness

im so tired.

i went to purdue last night. i decided at like 8 i would go. its a 2 hour drive. the only reason i decided to even go was because i wasnt tired and knew i wouldnt be going to bed soon. also, i just needed to be alone and think for a while, so the drive was nice.

my bf is spending the weekend with his ex. that bothers me, but whatever. she leaves for school tuesday, hopefully she doesnt come back anytime soon. though, personally..i think she will. *shrugs*

purdue was fun. i got to see my friend joe who i havent seen for a year. and i hadnt been to purdue in 3 years since he started there. his brother and his parents were there too. which was cool, i havent seen them in a long ass time. amanda and i used to spend a lot of time over there. thats when i watched my nephew all the time, so they were all interested in hearing about him.

i think i drank a little too much though. yuckk. and then we went to mcdonalds and i ate a little bit too much. i woke up at like 8, and laid in bed till 9:15, then decided to leave. lol i always leave without telling anyone. im cool like that.

i dunno. ive been trying to pack up my room, because i am moving on tuesday. it should be cool. i hate moving though, its such an annoying process. pack, move, unpack, resituate. yuck. i wonder how some people manage to move 5 billion times. ive only moved 3 times. though ive moved rooms in this house 10 times.

i dont know what to do with myself. im sick of being in this house. i cant go shopping cause i have no damn money, and i cant go out with friends, cause i have none. im a loser.

i think i might go to the bookstore and get a book. that sounds good, cause its only like 6 bucks. and i can read all day. fun stuff.

i have to go to walmart too, to return some things that i dont have money for. how depressing. i dont want to drive my car either, cause it fuckin sucks gas. another thing i dont have money for. another depressing thing. argh, i hate life.

alrite. guess im gonna go now.