more mess.

im mad at the world today.

for so many reasons. and not enough.

*sigh*

i just feel like complete shit. and i dont want to and its not fair, its all because other people.

this morning i found out the girl i work with is pregnant. great, another reason for her to be a bitch and get away with it. cause now my bosses will kiss her ass even more. then just, everyone wanted something today.

my sister wanted me to babysit, lori wanted me to go out…but the dumb bitch never called me, that guy wanted me to hang out with him, and amanda wanted me to go to this party. and really i only felt like possibly doing something with lori and babysitting. but no, lori never called me, and she ignored my calls.

and i just hate that. that she would ignore my calls. and when i did get osmething to answer, they told me she was in the bathroom and i know she wasnt in the bathroom. she is just a dumb bithc. and her sister said shed have her call me anyway.

and now, my kidney hurts so bad. it hurt earlier but then at this stupid party amanda took me too, this really big guy wouldnt stop touching me. and he made it hurt really bad.

and garrrrrrrrrrrr. that guy wanted me to stay at his house and drink. and amanda wanted me to spend the night at her house. and i just really wanted to go home. so i think i made everyone mad.

but whatever. who cares.

i should only do things that make me happy anyway. and i came home, didnt sleep anywhere, didnt do anything with anyone. and i plan on NOT going to anymore of those annoying parties with her.

i dont know. icomplain waaaaaaaaaay too much.