hate you.

i just want to say i hate you. you know who you are. you should know what you’ve done.

i hate you for talking shit about me, to people you shoudnt have.

i hate you for always saying one thing, but doing and meaning another.

it all just makes me very mad. grrr.

god, i just want to yell. id love to just kick you and hurt you. yep i would.

hmmmm.

yea. anyway. sorry about that. thought id get that out. there are some things that you should never read. some things you were never meant to read, but do anyway. hah.

i miss my best friend. shes gone. lol. shes never coming back online. all because some mean person had to steal her computer. and now that i dont have any money she cant move here, and she is moving to PA and ill never talk to her or see her again.

its not fair. nothigns fair. everyone goes away.

hehe.

well other than all that, everything is good. i went swimming in my pool all day, got attacked by like 9483094 billion bees. and got super sunburn.

i went out on a date wednesday. it was cool, fun. that guy is really nice. im just not sure.

he invited me to go somewhere with him and his friends for 4th of july weekend. i think ill have to turn that down. i didnt have a great 4th last yr. and so this yr im just planning on spending it with my family.

*shrugs*

i dont know.

work has been really stressful. but i had a talk with my boss on thursday, and hopefully everything that has been stressing me out will be fixed soon. we’re gonna have a meeting with the other teacher in my room.

alrite well its like midnight. and i have to be up at 5:45. so im gonna get going.