long days.

working from 9 till 6 makes everyday seem so long, but it makes the nights soooo short. because i dont have time to do anything.

i dont even ever go out anymore because theres just so many other things i would like to do.

i always wnat to go shopping and get laundry done, theres shows on tv i want to watch, people online i want to talk to, i want to spend time with my nephew, and i watn to see my friends. but grrrrr i never have time to do more than one of those things in one night.

grr.

yea, and then i always have a headache which is gay.

and i always get off of work late.

lol.

and i came home tonight and my sister was like, hahah the cable was shut off because mom didnt pay the bill. and i was all like *pout kick complain* hehe. and i made my dad climb up the pull and turn it on.

lol, so he got it turned on and yea i got to watch friends and the show after friends, but now im mad because a baseball game is on the station that charmed is on. and thats so gay. but at least i still get to watch ER. i cant believe dr. green is leaving. makes me sad.

im tired.

tiffany isnt online. *kick* come online please.

argh. i dont like when people whine about their jobs ALL the time. im tired of hearing it. i mean, i dunno. maybe its because i love my job. i mean, it drives me crazy sometimes. sometimes the babies never seem to stop crying, and they never stop making dirty diapers, and they spit up and throw up on me, and they throw food all over the floor i just cleaned and they take down every damn toy that i just happened to pick up a minute before. and they wake up the minute that i lay them down in their cribs no matter how tired they are, they always need fed, changed, cleaned up, put to sleep, held, they need undevided attention, you cant walk past one to pick a child up with them demanding to be picked up. i cant get anything done that i am suppose to without ignoring crying babies.

its crazy working in the infant room of a daycare. and there are plenty of things that i can bitch and complain about everynight when i get home. but i love it, it keeps me going. no matter how annoying they all may be sometimes, i love those babies, and i look forward to going into work everyday. its nice.

lol i completely got on a long aniti-complain complaining type thing. haha.

oh well. im tired so im gonna go try and see if the baseball game is over n stuff.