bad days get worse.

i woke up at 10 this morning, to my nephew. “um, terri, i think you’re going to have to wake up and watch me cause grandma and kimmy are getting a carwash and grandpa’s at work”

me: “nathan, why are you even here, wheres ur mother”

nate: “well, see..alexis is screaming and crying, and has been since she woke up, so you’re ggoing to have to take me to school and give me a bath and get me ready for my patriotic concert, cause well my mom is taking lexi to the doctor and probably the hospital”

me: “ugh, okay ill get up”

and damn, he was a brat all morning. and refused to go to school. and i really just wanted to beat him. but yea. he went.

and i suprised him and went into his school to get him after school. and took hhim to my dads work.

then i got home, finally got 10 minutes to myself. and kim brings jullian over. ugh, another child.

we spent the rest of the afternoon getting ready for nathans patriotic concert at his school. and ended up having to take jullian which i thought would be horrible, cause all he ever does is cry. but he was good.

and yea..so we went to the concert. and omg. i almost cried 40854985 times. it was the cutest thing ive ever seen. i mean, picture a group of kindergarteners singing “god bless america” and many other songs just like it. ugh, i love nathan. he is so cute sometimes, and so lovable. and im so proud of him, for so many things.

at the same time though, hes so unmanagable, and snooty, and im not proud of him for many other reasons.

yea, so my niece is in the hospital with a severe ear infection and dehydration. but my sister at least still went to nathans concert.

argh, and then sent him back home with me. but i went out, my dad watched him. i dont care, he isnt mine, i dont have to watch him whenever my sister says.

some real bad shit is happening with lori (larissa) lately. and more happened tonight. and i just wish there was somethign i could do to help n stuff. but there isnt much. i need to talk to my dad about our lawyer though, see if he can get her in to see him. or see if my dad has any customers that are lawyers.

*shrugs*

i wish i could help everyone.

*looks at her bed* nathan is a bed hog. i rolled him over like 5 times already, and hes alreayd back on my side of the bed. grrrr.

oh well thats okay.

i wish tiffany was on. 🙁