happy new years. :)

My new years was good. It was fun.

I haven’t written in a few days. I don’t know when the last time I wrote was. Actually it’s been like a week.

The last time I had a ‘normal’ nights sleep was on saturday night. I woke up at 2pm on Sunday to drive my friend to work, and pick my nephew up from my sisters house to babysit him. Sunday was pointless nothing happened, but I spent the night at Lori’s house and Shane and I decided not to go to sleep and to stay up and watch the real world marathon. That was funny.

I babysat monday morning, since I never went to bed..I went home early to get some coffee. Then I helped this gurl Kim move.

I went to visit allan on monday too. I gave him his present (a Doors tshirt). And he gave me mine (eeyore slippers). heh. I like them, they’re comfy and cute. I only went to visit him because on Sat. he was in a big car accident, him and his passenger flew out the car and landed 5 ft from the scene. So I wanted to know how he was doing, he’s doing a lot better now.

Yea, so last night. monday night, new years eve. I was soooo tired. I never even took a nap on monday, I didnt have enough time.

We rented out a hotel room, and 10 of us shared it. it was a lot of fun. We had soooo much alcohol. We filled the little refridgerator and then we filled the bathtub with ice and put the rest of it, and our juice and pop in there. I took pictures..id like to get them scanned.

Yea, so we started drinking at like 9:30 and stopped at 4am. So you can probably tell how trashed we all were.

We had some friends down the hall that had a room also so we walked back and forth..and beca and I found some other peoples room to visit too.

Some guy tried molesting me. he was crazy. I pretended to pass out so that he would leave our room because we didnt want him there anymore. lol it worked too.

I was mixing a drink for matt and I turn around, and Shane (lori’s military boyfriend) is standing behind me in front of the door with no pants no boxers on. I fell in the tub laughing my ass off. and then he goes out in the hall and runs down it. It was really wierd.

I kept getting caught last night..we opened the door and I was yelling at chrissy to take the empty vodka bottle and she took it in the hall..and I told her not to because the security guy was down the hall and he walked up behind me so we ran in the room and slammed the door..he knocked and said if he got anymore complaints Lori would be arrested. and then we were walking around and someone asked where our room was and I said downstairs next to the security guy, and he walks by and says “no the security guy is right here” so we all took off running. lol..he caught up with us at some point and told us we all needed to return to our rooms.

well yea, thats just a little bit of what happened. I had fun. I mean, it was the first year in many years that I have not been completely and totallly depressed the entire night.

I dont know. it was just nice.

But its like, today..reality kicks in and Im a loser. I dont work, I dont go to school. I dont do anything ever. Pretty soon I’ll be 500 pounds, and alcoholic. And thats not what I want. I mean, I know that wont happen, cause Id never let it get that far. Its just, I want to be lazy right now. I don’t want to have responsibilities..but I also dont want to feel lazy. Im weird. I dont know.

Well Im going to go.