i did it.

its my fault. yet im the one hurting.

yea, you dont know what im talking about no one does.

i did it to get what i wanted, and now its just hurting me. what the hell is wrong with that picture.

i babysat my nephews and niece all day. then tonight i babysat my little nephew. my friends and i went to dinner and then we took him bowling. that was fun, he really enjoyed it. and for the first time he didnt even cry for his mom.

and then i was going to go back over to loris, but then she wasnt there. and i came home to find some bad things happened while i was gone. and im not even going to talk about them.

grrr.

im just so mad, and hurt. and i want to disappear for a couple of days.

im depressed because of some thigns going on with my nephew right now. and my family. thats basically it though. everything else is pretty good.

all my friends, and i guess me too, have been extremely sensitive and overly crabby lately. and mike and i got into this enormous fight on wednesday, where i almost started actually fist fighting with him. he said he wanted to kick my ass, and i told him to stop talking and do it.

i hate guys. i hate them all. they’re a bunch of assholes.

you think you know someone really well, and then you look at them through someone elses eyes, and you realize they werent the person you thought they were.

why are you you? why do you do that? how can you pretend to be that person, when you pretended to be another with me? dick.

yep.