They’re back..

Sounds like a retarded title. Stupid keyboard I really dont like this one. Remind me to take this one back to chicago and steal the one that I have there for here. hehe. that would really suck if I got back here and that one didnt work on this puter. haha. my luck.

Anyway, yea so I tried going to sleep at like 1am last night, but I could hear the foreigners tv upstairs. How fuckin loud do you have to listen to a tv at 1am anyway?

And then when they did turn it down and i was starting to fall asleep, they came stomping down the stairs outside our door talking very loudly. I was like christ fuckin shut up already and they stoped talking. haha.

I was sleeping on the couch cause Im a retard. I dont like my bed..its um..empty.

Yep do luckie me I fell asleep to only begin my night of nitemares. UGH. I will never sleep again. I will stay awake until I cant keep my eyes open any longer. No voluntaree sleeping. Nope not for me.

Last year I went through these phases when I would never sleep. Because I got these reacurring nitemares. If thats what you want to call them.

They were horrible. Each nite would be a different one..but then after a while..they would repeat..and there was nothing I could do to make them any different.

UGHHHHHH, I dont want to sleep anymore 🙁

THey make me feel really ickie inside.

I have to go to work today. What an unfortunate thing. Hehe. When I get back from my christmas break though I will send my application in for the other job I have been looking into. It would be a lot better than the one that I have.

I have a meeting after work today..which really sucks. Maybe It will be snowing and I wont have to go to it. Because its like 45 minutes from where I work..and where I work is like 20-25 minutes from my house..so thats a bit too much driving for me.

hehehe..maybe I will call them and tell them that something bad happened to my breaks so I dont think that I can go to the meeting :x. heehe. Im not a good employee. hehe.

Oh well, since I havent eaten much in the past couple days I think that I will go have a bowl of cereal.