wow, it’s been an awfully long time

k, I think that this is going to be a short one.

     I’m going to make this one private, too, I think. I only have a little bit of time to write, but here goes.

  Well, me and Chris aren’t together and yesterday was supposed to be our 10 month anniversary. I don’t like this game.  I really want to go to the party on Saturday and have some fun, but IT’S SUPPOSED TO FUCKING RAIN ALL WEEKEND!!!! What a great time to be single…I know it sounds terrible, but I want to do shht with someone other than my b/f.

    Yesterday, Chris told me how my grandma said to just give me some time and i would take you back…she said she doesn’t care what I have to say about it, but they will still invite him to every family function and stuff…it’s like, who the hell is she? It’s my decision, and if by the end of our break this week, I decide that I don’t want to be with him, than too fuuking bad!

    I also feel bad that I haven’t told melissa yet, but I guess that’s her fault considering she never talks to me anymore anyways….o well. k. time 2 go.