My First Entry ever…

     K, this is my first entry, I don’t really know what to write, but I thought I should write something because I’ve had this thing since yesterday and haven’t written anything at all. I guess I could talk about Chris, that’s all I hardly ever write about in my real diary.

     I feel really bad about that whole thing with the nurse that I lost him. The only reason any of this started was because I flipped out on her. Now he’s got me lying to my parents too, and I really don’t want to do that. I’m finally getting along with my mom and I’m lying to her already. I guess it’s no different than when I snuck out last week.

     It’s amazing that I’m actually getting along with my mom. I think it started the day she woke me up for my spare. She warned me ahead of time that she thought I should be at school during my spare even when I have it first, and she even told me ahead that she was going to wake me up. I think she was just so surprised that I actually did what she asked for a change and didn’t even challenge her or show anger in any way, she was just so surprised that she and I just started getting along. It’s so weird.

     K, I think I’m going to end this thing now…